Well, on top of dealing with 1) divorce, 2) being cheated on, today 3) I started my period!!!
I rode on a roller coaster called the Hulk 10 years. I'm hoping the roller coaster of emotions I seem to be on these days doesn't turn into my own personal Hulk.
I talked to Charles last night. He and our youngest son are flying to his parents home today. Our oldest son won't be there to see them off. He is so hurt by his dad's behavior.
I'll see him again tonight at the airport. Even after all that has happened, there is still this fragile thread of hope for us. That thread that is cutting at me and at times is a dull ache. At other times its a sharp pain that shocks me.
NOTE: I didn't see Charles. He came to the house to pick up our youngest. He can't drive due to his injuries. His girlfriend was driving. I left the house before they got there and went to a movie. I had planned to go to the movie after going to the airport. I just went to an earlier show.
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